‘Til the walls are goin' up in smoke with all our memories.

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn,
But that's alright, because I like the way it hurts.
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry,
But that's alright, because I love the way you lie.
I love the way you lie, I love the way you lie.
I can't tell you what it really is,
I can only tell you what it feels like...
And right now there's a steel knife in my windpipe.
I can't breathe, but I still fight while I can fight.
As long as the wrong feels right, It's like I'm in flight.
High of a love, drunk from the hate.
It's like I'm huffing paint and I love it the more that I suffer.
I suffocate, and right before I'm about to drown,
She resuscitates me.
She fucking hates me, and I love it.

-Wait, where you going?
-I'm leaving you.
-No, you ain't. Come back, we're running right back.

 Here we go again, It's so insane.
Cause when it's going good, it's going great,
I'm Superman with the wind in his bag, she's Lois Lane;
but when it's bad, It's awful, I feel so ashamed.

I snap, who's that dude?
-I don't even know his name.

I laid hands on her, I'll never stoop so low again.
I guess I don't know my own strength.
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn,
But that's alright, because I like the way it hurts.
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry,
But that's alright because I love the way you lie.
I love the way you lie, I love the way you lie.
You ever love somebody so much,
you can barely breathe when you're with them?
You meet , and neither one of you even know what hit 'em?
Got that warm fuzzy feeling, yeah, the chills.. Used to get 'em.
Now you're getting fucking sick of looking at 'em.
You swore you've never hit 'em, never do nothing to hurt 'em.
Now you're in each other's face, spewing venom.
And these words, when you spit 'em you push,
pull each other's hair, scratch, claw, bit 'em, throw 'em down, pin 'em.
So lost in the moments, when you're in 'em.
It's the rage that took over, it controls you both.
So they say it's best to go your separate ways,
guess that they don't know ya, cause today,
that was yesterday, yesterday is over, it's a different day.
Sound like broken records, playin' over.
But you promised her, next time you'll show restraint.
You don't get another chance, life is no Nintendo game.
But you lied again, now you get to watch her leave
out the window, guess that's why they call it window pane.
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn,
But that's alright, because I like the way it hurts.
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry,
But that's alright, because I love the way you lie.
I love the way you lie, I love the way you lie.
Now, I know we said things, did things, that we didn't mean;
and we fall back into the same patterns, same routine.
But your temper's just as bad as mine is, you're the same as me.
But when it comes to love, you're just as blinded.
Baby, please, come back it wasn't you, baby it was me.
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems.
Maybe that's what happens when a Tornado meets a Volcano.
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though.

-Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk.
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk?
Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball.
Next time I'm pissed, I'll aim my fist at the dry wall.

Next time? There will be no next time.
I apologize, even though I know it's lies.
I'm tired of the games, I just want her back.
I know I'm a liar, if she ever tries to fucking leave again,
I'mma tie her to the bed and set the house on fire.
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn,
But that's alright, because I like the way it hurts.
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry,
But that's alright, because I love the way you lie.
I love the way you lie, I love the way you lie.
On the first page of our story, the future seems so bright.
And this thing turned out so evil,
I don't know why I'm still surprised.
Even angels have their wicked schemes,
and you take death to new extremes.
But you'll always be my hero, even though you lost your mind.
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn,
but that's alright, because I like the way it hurts.
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry,
but that's alright, because I love the way you lie.
I love the way you lie, I love the way you lie.
Now this gravel in our voices, glass is shattered from the fight.
In this tug of war, you'll always win, even when I'm right.
Cause you feed me fables from your hand,
with violet words and empty threats.
And it's sick, that all these battles are what keeps me satisfied.
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn,
but that's alright, because I like the way it hurts.
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry,
but that's alright, because I love the way you lie.
I love the way you lie, oh, I love the way you lie.
So maybe I'm a masochist…
I try to run but I don't wanna ever leave,
’til the walls are goin' up in smoke with all our memories.
This morning, you wake, a sunray hits your face.
Smeared makeup, as we lay in the wake of destruction.

-Hush baby, speak softly.
Tell me I'll be sorry that you pushed me
into the coffee table last night, so I can push you off me.
Try and touch me, so I can scream at you not to touch me.
Run out the room, and I'll follow you like a lost puppy.
Baby, without you, I'm nothing.
I'm so lost, hug me, then tell me how ugly I am,
but that you'll always love me.
Then, after that, shove me, in the aftermath
of the destructive path that we're on, two psychopaths.
But we know that no matter how many knives we put
in each other's backs, that we'll have each other's backs,
'cause we're that lucky.
Together, we move mountains,
let's not make mountains out of molehills.
You hit me twice? yeah, but who's countin'?
I may have hit you three times, I'm startin' to lose count.
But together, we'll live forever, we found the youth fountain.
Our love is crazy, we're nuts, but I refused counselin'.
This house is too huge, if you move out
I'll burn all two thousand square feet of it to the ground,
ain't shit you can do about it.
With you I'm in my fuckin' mind, without you, I'm out it.

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn,
but that's alright, because I like the way it hurts.
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry,
But that's alright, because I love the way you lie.
I love the way you lie,
Oh, I love the way you lie…
I love the way you lie.

Don’t wanna see this day come.

Hey, slow it down.. Whataya want from me? Whataya want from me?

-Yeah, I'm afraid, whataya want from me? Whataya want from me?

There might have been a time when I would give myself away. Oh, once upon a time I didn't give a damn. But now, here we are, so whataya want from me? Whataya want from me?

-Just don't give up, I am workin' it out. Please don't give in, I won't let you down.

It messed me up, need a second to breathe. Just keep coming around.

-Hey, whataya want from me? Whataya want from me? Whataya want from me?

-Girl, it's plain to see that, baby, you're beautiful and it's nothing wrong with you.

It's me, I'm a freak. But thanks for lovin' me 'cause you're doing it perfectly.

-Yeah, there might have been a time when i would let you slip away, I wouldn't even try, but i think you could save my life.

Just don't give up, I am workin' it out. Please, don't give in, I won't let you down. It messed me up, need a second to breathe, just keep coming around.

-Whataya want from me? Whataya want from me? Whataya want from me? Whataya want from me? Whataya want from me?

Just don't give up on me, I won't let you down.

No, I won't let you down.

-And so, just don't give up, I'm workin' it out. Please don't give in, I won't let you down. It messed me up, need a second to breathe. Just keep coming around.

Hey, whataya want from me? Just don't give up, I am workin' it out. Please don't give in, I won't let you down. It messed me up, need a second to breathe. Just keep coming around.

-Hey, whataya want from me? Whataya want from me? Whataya want from me? Whataya want from me? Whataya want from me? Whataya want from me?

You’ve made a fool of everyone.

You’re coming out of your cage and, you've been doing just fine. You don’t gotta be down, because you want it all. It started out with a kiss, how did it end up like this? It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss. Now, you’re falling asleep. And he's calling a cab, while she's having a smoke and she's taking a drag, now they're going to bed. And your stomach is sick, and it's all in your head. But she's touching his chest now, he takes off her dress. Now, you’re  asking if we can let you go, ‘cause you just can't look, its killing you and taking control. Jealousy, turning saints into the sea, swimming through sick lullabies, choking on your alibis. But it's just the price you pay, destiny is calling you: open up your eager eyes,

‘Cause you’re Mr. Brightside.

You never, never, never..

Can’t you understand, oh my little boy?

Vows are spoken, to be broken; feelings are intense, words are trivial. Pleasures remain, so does the pain. Words are meaningless and forgettable.

All I ever wanted, all I ever needed is here,

in my arms.

 

Words are very unnecessary,

they can only do harm.

Ulises,

Aprendes de todo,

no, de todo se aprende.

Sé que pocos deben ser los que me entienden.

Dolce Paix in the middle of Chaos.

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Llora, hasta que alguien

consiga hacerte sonreir.

Sonríe, hasta que alguien

te haga llorar.

Las cosas van así.

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Cher Âme Soeur, ♥.

Confía, yo controlo*

Provoco en tu cabeza un "accidente",
yo soy la médica y tú eres mi paciente;
acelero tu pulso, tu riego,
me niego en tu ruego,
te pierdo, hasta luego, bye bye!
Soy la psicóloga mi música anestesia
las neuronas en tu encéfalo,

confía, yo controlo.

Having a Mad Tea Party*

 

You are not the same

as you were before .

You were much more…

“Muchier.”

You’ve lost your “Muchness”.

All of the secret walls in my mind just fell down

I'm the the middle of nowhere,

looking at the top of what seems to be a green,

very green hill, with the sunset behind..

And, my God, what did i just saw?..

I think i can see us running so happy over there..

And i can feel that we're carrying something so important.. a life that.. will never exist.

Oh! all of the backgrounds are starting to change so fast,

there's this thounsand of places that i can hardly recognize.

Think about a list of places where we wanted to be,

think about a list of places that we won't ever know..

Something wet is falling from my eyes..

tears?, i think, just trying to push it back,

I'm so dazzled, that i have no eyes for anything else,

the only thing that i can keep on looking, it's us.

Now, another change just happened.

I can see a little girl that just can't stop laughing.

Think about what beautiful she is,

think about how much happy she seems to be.

Her hair is brighter than the sun,

and her smile worths all those millions that we will

never have..

But, those brownish green eyes of her..

they doubtless are worth the whole world.

Yeah, they make me remember about something.

Something important, I'm guessing..

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"Snap back to reality,

Oh! there goes gravity.

Oh! there goes Rabbit."

Butterflies*

Butterflies?

Oh no, no, no, no, no!

You know that I adore all of God´s creatures

& the metaphors that they inspire,

but butterflies HAVE to be murdered!

~

prey playing games with the hunter.

Tunnel vision:

had him locked on in my sight.
On a mission,

for possession by the end of the night

It's like the prey

playing games with the hunter
(feeling's unknown and you're all alone)

No where to run boy,

time to surrender

& all I need is to feel you
(flesh and bone by the telephone)

All I want is to feel you.
(lift up the receiver, I'll make you a believer)

Reach out & touch Me,
before I go insane.
Reach out and touch me,

boy, don't you make me wait.
I'm a dimond & you're so on the money.
Reach out and touch me.

Like a prayer, your touch can take me there.
(take second best)

In my mind, you and me in a secret affair
(put me to the test, you need to confess)

& boy you're killin me,

and you don't even know it.

(i will deliver, you know I'm a forgiver)

Tried to hold back, but I can't control it.
So, I'm steppin to you, skip the "How Ya Doin'?"
Grab your hand and pull you closer to me, yeah
Out the door were slippin, then we start to kissing
Boy, you're invited to my fan-ta-ta-sy,

And all I need is to feel you,
All I want is to feel you.
Reach out and touch faith

Reach out & touch Me,
before I go insane.
(your own Personal Jesus)

Reach out and touch me,
boy, don't you make me wait.
Reach out and touch faith

I'm a dimond & you're so on the money.
Reach out and touch me.

Oh! before I go insane
Oh! boy don't u make me wait
Baby, can't you see

how you're affecting me?
Baby sensual, physical-fantasy,

Maybe, fate brought the two of us closer now,
Don't you wanna? Don't you wanna?
Don't you wanna?

Don't you wanna..
Reach out & touch me?